I can't believe there's are only 6 weeks before we depart for Africa for 2 and a half months!
Can I just tell you how amazing my God is?
literally, two saturdays ago, i was on the verge of a breakdown because of how stressed out i was about this trip, and my overworking, and a bunch of things, and now, this past saturday, I was given time to just CHILL. what?! I didn't even know what that word meant for a while! Also, God has continually brought money to me for the trip, almost $1K in a week... WHAT?!
This is just nuts. God is just so good.
last night, Shad spoke about an issue that was SOOO hard pressed for me for a long time.
The imperfection of people. The goodness and compassion of Christ on the cross, and God for putting him there, and the Holy Spirit for staying with us.
It just blows my mind.
There's no way I could ever be worthy of that, but for some reason, God continues to transform me into the Christ he loves so much, and sees THAT redemptive quality in me; Christs' blood flowing through my veins, and Christ standing infront of me, arms outstretched, saying "take me, not her"
I literally just got chills.
Abba, thank you. Thank you, thank you thank you.
You are too good to me. Please let me give you every moment of this day.
It's yours. I love you, and I want to do nothing but just that. Let everyone around me feel, see, touch, know you.
I love you. I want you. I need you.
In Christs' name, Amen.
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- Mrs.Chembars
- I mean... what is there to say, really? Joy is my name, Laughter is my language. I'm a Georgia peach -- born and raised.. -- I have a story, but we all do. There's not enough time, or space to describe what I'm passionate about..But I am passionate. There's so many things I want to do in life. There's so many places I want to go, people I want to reach. The possibilities are endless. I am a musician. I'm a dancer. I am a photographer, poet, reader, writer, jock, nerd, city girl, beach girl, sweet southern girl.I'm sophisticated. I'm down to earth. I am a sister, a daughter, a worshipper. I am learning, falling, growing. I am laughter, I am tears. I am joy. I am fear. I am strong, I am delicate. I wish. I pray. I enlighten, inspire, encourage, intrigue. I disappoint, I frustrate. I'm a thinker, I'm a doer. I'm sarcastic, I'm sincere. I doubt, I cry, I live and I have died. I am passion. I'm a lover, I'm in love, I am love. I am all of the above. But it's not really about me.... is it?
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